My Names Angela.
I've had trouble with life recently, and ive been emotionally unstable for probably the past 3 years of my life. I dont believe in myself, and i dont have confidence, all thanks to my past life, which i was only given negative comments about myself. Constantly being put down.
I am a negative person about myself, so, if you have something good to say about me, ill probably disagree. Unless you say that I am a worthless bitch that doesnt deserve anything that i have thats good......ill agree with you.
Ive messed up my life big time, and rely on no one but my boyfriend for support, though it seems he doesnt always like to help.
I hide my true self, because no one likes the true me......
Im what everyone else wants me to be.
I guess you could call me fake. Ill just call you a bitch and forget about it.
I dont like anything about myself, or my life. Yeah, ive never really been in love, until now. My past experiences with boys.........i wound up getting hurt so bad......I dont know why i went on with my life. :(
Yeah, there brings up another one of my problems.
I have cut in my past, i tried to get rid of all my pain,
and mistakes i have made. And i tried to get away from people telling me i was a mistake, though it is the truth.
I never really understood why people treat me like shit, when all i ever did was be nice to them. I guess thats what i deserve.
I take things seriously, a little too seriously.......
I know i need to relax, and loosen up.
But im used to people being serious with me, so its hard.
So if you're joking with something, let me know before i get hurt.
Ive been depressed for a while now, but you couldnt tell.
Im a good actress, i fake my happiness and smiles.
All i ever feel is miserable. To have the feeling of no one wanting you anymore, the feeling that no one loves you, cares about you, needs you......
I want to die. I dont have any friends, ive given up everything i have had for my boyfriend. But w/e.

I play piano and guitar in my free time, i mess around with pictures, i like photography, and i like writing and drawing. I also enjoy long walks, and graveyards......And stormy nights. :), Rain makes me happy.

[Aiden], [Afi], [All american rejects], [Angels and airwaves], [Atreyu], [Ayria], [Blink 182], [Blue October], [Bondage], [Bullet For My Valentine], [Chevelle], [Chimera], [Chris brown], [CKY], [Coheed And Cambria], [♥Cold♥], [Cradle of filth], [Darkest hour], [Death Cab For Cutie], [Dimmu borgir], [Evanescence], [Every Time I Die], [Fallout Boy], [Flyleaf], [From first to last], [Fuel], [Funeral for a friend], [Green day], [Grendal], [God Module], [God smack], [Good charlotte], [Gucci Mane], [Haste the day], [♥H.I.M♥], [I am ghost], [♥Icp♥], [Juelz Santana], [Lil johh], [Marilyn Manson], [Mudvayne], [Murderdolls], [♥My chemical romance♥], [No Forgiveness], [Panic at the disco], [Papa Roach], [Pharrel], [Pussycat dolls], [Relient K], [30 seconds to mars], [Senses fail], [Servo.Hatred], [Shinedown], [Shiny Toy Guns], [Silverstein], [Slipknot], [Smashing pumkins], [Snoop dog], [Staind], [Sum 41], [System of a down], [Taking back sunday], [Three days grace], [The used], [Underoath], [Unwritten Law], [♥Velvet acid christ♥]

SAW, SAW II, CANT WAIT TO SEE SAW III!!!!!

i dont watch tv

I dont read